The Saturday on Memorial Day Weekend will be our 1 year Anniversary of Getting Back together. I was extremely excited that after all the waiting and ultimately being separated from my husband and from my own home, I was finally being reunited with him and being able to come home again. Only a few weeks prior, I absolutely believed that I would never see my husband ever again. Even now the thought of never seeing my best friend again makes me so emotional and sad.
I have to say though, if you think that just because your husband wanted you back in his life after about 2 months of indecision and uncertainty, doesn’t mean that he’s back in it 100%. Nope, not at all. For the first few months, he was down and quite confused. I believe he was still doubtful of my change and if he could ever be happy again, happier with me than with her, I suppose. I believe that he had a big problem not being able to still be friends with Her. I too was confused as hell, especially after being able to read both of their blogs. On one hand he was back with me but on the other, he was giving her hope about them being together again… WTF?? Who wouldn’t be confused?! (Later he admitted that he felt so guilty about involving her in the affair with him so he was trying to let her down ever so gently… whatever…) That subsequently gave her so much hope even she declared to him that she thought he wouldn’t last with me and would be back with her again. What a douche.
But on that one sunny Saturday, I was filled with so much hope, joy and happiness when we met up for brunch that day. Being able to see his face and his sweet smile again was a bit hard to believe. We talked as if we were on a date, as if we haven’t seen each other for a lifetime. We had a wonderful lunch together and when we were finished, he followed me to my friend’s place where I had been staying. He helped with my luggage and all my stuff. By nightfall, I was at home again. It was all quite surreal.
I will forever remember that Memorial Day Weekend and I am sure that I will forever associate this holiday weekend as our Anniversary.